Experiencing friendship again.

Sunday, July 27, 2008.

Went library with NADBUNC> 2:44 PM.

Studying at MacDonald

sitting outside .

outside . Civic .

me .
NADBUNC .

me&& my Aideel

NADBUNC&& her Sundae

she cried cos' too much of laughter

Hello people,

Well, this entry is late because I forgot to upload the pictures in the computer.
It starts like this.
Nad&& I planned to go to library to study.
It’s for real ok? No kidding cos’ I simply being left out on the topic ‘Chords’ onwards, now I’m slowly trying to catch up with Maths. Last time I was good in Maths. 1 reason is because I’m not in tuition anymore. My tutor went to Australia. In Singapore, he is top 3 in Maths. How great is my tutor? Haha! Dreamy me.

Well, me && Nad went. Only two of us.

-STUDY-

-TEACH-

-EAT-

-TALK-

-MESSAGE-

-TAKE PHOTO-

Then he came, I felt awkward cos’ that time we had a small misunderstanding.

Night falls in; we sat outside for a night breeze.

Play guitar, he teach new song.

-HAPPY-

Went back home.

He gave me his slippers cos’ I got blister he then went barefooted. How sweet? He holds my shoes&& carry bag. I wanted to carry my bag, he won’t let me.
He’s selfish but at the same time VERY SWEET!

Love MG
Love Muhammad Farah Aideel

a&&a

His full of surprises> 2:19 PM.

Hello people,

We’re back as `FA Lover&& AI Lover!
After days of ignorance between us, we finally settled the problem.
On Friday, 25th of July he asked for 1 last chance, he was sincere, he begged me when I went silent, his was in tears(well not exactly), he bend down to his knees&& begged.

Guess what?

I gave him one more chance! But I told him no more nonsense after his 5days of suspension.

&& he promises me he won’t do anything stupid after that. Well, I’m looking forward towards his behaviour&& attitude after the 5days or even during…

Yesterday,
Ika planned to go out on Saturday, 26th of July. So I tagged along.
It was supposed to be with the Trios, but Nad can’t go due to something.
So, Ika&& I continued with our planned.
My beau asked to be home before 18:30(latest), I was like what’s up with him. Then walked with Ika, eat at KFC. Bought Ika’s mum present, a nice dress shirt(I don’t know) but it’s pretty though.
Walk around the Causeway Point. Ika bought something very ‘wow-for-her-typed-of-person’. Then Nad asked to buy her Chicken Rice. We bought bubble tea, sit at Civic thought of charging my camera, and then cannot.
After about 20minutes sitting there, we went to the toilet&& switched shirt&& we don’t know why… Went to Nad’s house which under construction, and then we sat at 895E, after hours of sitting&& hours of Girl’s Talk.

It was already almost 18:30.

-Dead!-

THEN HE CAME, Ika went home already. Left me&& Nad waiting for him under the block… *THANKS NAD!*

He was very nicely dressed. I was shocked, then out of my expectation he asked me whether I want to go Causeway or not. How can I say no? Oh gosh! He’s full of surprises!

NOW I KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE HIM :)

Love Muhammad Farah Aideel!
Love MG!

Labels: ONE MORE CHANCE PERHAPS .

Thursday, July 24, 2008.

'Right here waiting for you'> 6:28 PM.

Hello people,

To everybody i don't purposely want be rude to him for fun.
Who would do that?
I got my reasons behind it.

Its ok, I'll try to get up on my feet being surrounded with friends.
It's hard being alone without that particular "someone".
It's very different that particular "someone" will give you alot more, extra more attention than your a group of friends.

Today, very happy. My friends always be by my side.
We sit around at the canteen.
He came&& ask me to go home.
I told him 1445 and he say oklah i go home first.
Ika then wanted us to teman her go pay bill.
Kecain for her.
We bargain with her if she wants us to follow she must gives us a sum of money.
After long of bargaining, we each get $2. Haha! Good bargaining Shafika&& Qhairah!

Then started walking.
I message him.

Nobody can stop me now. No reply.
Message him again&& he message something fcuking stupid!
Ignore that fucking stuffs! && be happy.
I was very hungry actually, only have $2 that Ika give me.
How sad?

Then went back home, planned to play roller blade.
So, visit the shop&& say 'HI' to Mr Clement Lee. Haha!
The CHOCOLATE is tempting.
Then decided to spent the $2 buying that
'stress-away-buddy'! Chocolate!
CHOCOLATE MAKES ME HAPPY!

Then, play roller blade, Qhairah first time play, soo funny sia... She fell down, maybe she's not confident.

Play around then decided to play under Bella's block then suddenly saw this familiar guy.
A guy whom i know for soo long, a guy who once showered me with love.
I saw him, with his guitar.
Coincedence or what seyy?

Haha! Whatever lah he.. He wants to be old him what should i do right?
He doesn't stand being someone his not. So, i won't force him...

If he loves me, he will changed&& come back, since he won't open his 'love door' then i don't know what to say anymore. Betul kan Nash?

Klahh.. that's all for now folks!

to: gilerrku
thank you! very much! you have been by myside all this time! =)

LOVE MG!

Labels: confusion . decision is mine .

Wednesday, July 23, 2008.

> 5:52 PM.

My first real love story was on 140507...
When it started, I felt so great and it was like happiness was all meant for me ...
I really love her with all my heart.. coz she’s the one who the first girl i really felt love into..
Its not a stupid love or rather “cinta monyet” ....
But now she’s shattered my heart like its nothing to her ... she always want freedom, and i always understand her situation but now, she’s so rude to me.. when i Say NO!! To her.. in any ways.. she will said that, u just my bf wat,, not my husband...
Never mine, its okey . . today on the 230807, deep inside my heart where im crying..
I wanted to say that my “love door” has closed.. and no one can open it back & me too.. i wnt open the door... i just looked out from the window..

Good bye my friend ...
nur amira izzaty bte silmi

tHis is the last tyme i will be smilling like this

Tuesday, July 22, 2008.

> 11:38 PM.

our fun time together

still remember my hilarious moment with her .. it makes me laugh when everytime .. she’s so fantastic.. she’s just like so miracle, that when everytime i saw her or we meet.. i never fail to laugh in that period of time.. And also she’s can be also sooo boring... like example that day... i went to her house to meet her and plan to have a lunch together at her house.. (dier tk layan aku langsung aku dok...) she kind of “ stuck ” to her computer game.. Cake mania..
Then i went to her and carried her to the living room... then we talk2 then she make jokes and i makes mine.. then ATLAST we had our lunch.. and hepi2 and then go home..

Want to know more about us??..... obviously.. like everyone knows....
My name is MD FARAH AIDEEL BIN AMAT ALI
And my hunney, NUR AMIRA IZZATY BINTE SILMI
The colour in blue is about me &
The colour in green is about her ...

Fav food : spaghetti, fish egg
Fav colour: green, blue
Fav type of book: novel that have a sweet ending, dnt like
AND LAST, OUR SECRET... I TELL 3 ONLY OK??

1) I LOVE HER
2) SHE LOVE ME
3) WE LOVE EACH OTHER ....
Tats all... (:

Gd bye and gd nyte...
TO MY BELOVED WIFE.. IZZATY..
I LOVE U HONEY!!!

Monday, July 21, 2008.

"MONDAY BLUES"> 10:35 PM.

Hello people,

Here am I again writing to you guys. I’m quite bored cos’ it’s only like I’m the one who write entry to you guys. Just now, Nadhirah, Aideel && Aini didn’t attend to school. I guess that Aini she was suspended from school I heard. Haha! What happen to that girl?

Actually I was in no mood, he promised me to go school together. PROMISED! What does he take promises for? Some kind of a joke?
But it’s ok, he apologized cos’ I’m used to his broken promises. When I’m in a bad mood, I’ll get very pissed off by his ‘broken-promises-attitude’.

Shafika&& Qhairah don’t know why soo hyper-active. They disturb me like heaven. Thanks you guys, you guys make me scream off my head during PE lessons. You guys creep me up.

Thanks Baby Dayahh for accompanying me&& Mama Fann for helping me with my ‘oh-so-tight-skirt’. I was soo scared when I came to school when I heard that there’s gonna be a super strict check as in if something is wrong they won’t give anymore chances, they will straight away sent you back home. But! Thank God no spot checks!

Is Mrs. Haris pregnant again? Awww… if she does, who will teach us Geography?
Mr. Sanjay?
Madam Haslina?
Mr. Fathol?
Ohhh… no way! No thanks alot! If she really is pregnant, then congrats. Thank you Wan Teck for asking Mrs. Haris a silly question&& Ika for spotting it.

That’s all for no folks!

LOVE AIDEEL
Love MG!

a&a

Tuesday, July 15, 2008.

going out> 10:44 PM.

GOING TO BUGIS!

sweet smile . at mrt . going to Bugis !

funny faces for two . =P .

a smile for two .

eating at LJS . yummy !

both of us . at mrt . going home .

smile for two . at mrt . going home . =D .

a smile from him . =) .

on the way home . adorable him . <3>

Hello people,

Today was… great! Plus a lil’ of emotional moments.

Today, Aideel told me that he wants to ask me out since our anniversary is yesterday.
I was EXTERMELY happy.

Then, we had a misconception at school.

Went back home together, things went out smoothly. Then that ‘clever’ brother of mine went to don’t know where && brought along the house key. The problem is I got no keys. He already done wrong, he doesn’t want to pick my phone calls. I was super angry cos’ I && my friends had plan to go to Sheng Siong to buy Charity Bazaar stuffs. They planned to meet at 2.30. How is that possible? We finish school at 1.30. But, I can’t make as my brother was late.

Then trying to pursue Aideel to go out or at least visit those Starbucks. Then meet him at my doorstep. I was about to go out && on the way to take my sandal, there he appeared out of nowhere. I don’t know why but I just didn’t dare to look at his face. I’m scared that he’ll comment that I’m overdress cos’ we are only going to Causeway Point. But surprised me, he didn’t even say a single thing && out of my amazement he was ok. Everything was fine.

We then head to Causeway then he told me if it’s not raining we’ll be going to Bugis Street.

I was like… is he for real! It was a SERIOUS surprise for me.

Then it wasn't raining!

So here comes me Bugis Street!

Eat and eat at LJS! Fat tummy start to blurted out from my skinny jeans. Gosh!
Then he makes jokes. VERY hilarious ones.

Laugh && laugh.

Muscle pain in the stomach!
Cannot laugh too much now…

Something VERY VERY SWEET HAPPEN!!
He bought me a “pie Hershey cake” at LJS. Then he says with his eyes locking at mine.
He say HAPPY 14MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!
Out of embarrassment, I say “BELATED”!
Even if we are already 14months, I still sometime feel embarrassed in front of him.

Then find out that got this pathway at Bugis Street that I NEVER even step there yet.

Walk walk. Admire admire.

Bought some things:
I bought a yellow bag.
A knee length black skirt.
A black belt.

3 ear studs.
A pair of slippers.

Bought a ‘spoilt’ watch for him. Sorry. I’ll a buy for you A NEW one ok?

We took pictures along the way…

Thanks swity. I really appreciate your love && your concern.

You make me enjoy myself today.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

> 12:17 AM.

HAPPY 14 MONTH TO US

note to Mrs aideel

I love u lots girl

ME WITH AMIRA AT TOWN

STILL REMEMBER THIS PICTURE HONEY??.... WHEN THE FIRST DAY I WENT TO TOWN WITH HER AND THE FIRST TIME I WENT TO TOWN FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE TIME... IT WAS SO0 FUN OUT THERE... SHE WAS LIKE A MOTHER TOO ME.. SHE'S ALWAYS THE ONE WHO LEAD ME TO ANYWHERE.... SCOLD ME WHEN I'M WRONG AND ALOT MORE... I JUST CAN'T LIST IT DOWN ONE BY ONE.. COZ ITS TO MANY... SHE'S WAY TO PERFECT FOR ME.. SHE'S LIKE AN ANGLE AND I'M A DEVIL.. ITS ALL LIKE AN ANGLE TECHING AND LEADING A DEVIL TO THE GOOD SITE.. TO BE GOOD... ALL THANKS TO HER... MY BOO....

THIS IS ALL FOR TODAY... NEXT TIME I WILL WRITE AND SHARE MORE ABOUT US.. OKEY?...

SORRY SYG .. BYE TO ALL...

Monday, July 14, 2008.

14 months anniversary!> 6:01 PM.

Hello people,

Today is our anniversary!
HAPPY 14TH MONTHS TO US!
HAPPY 3RD MONTHS TO NAD&&ATIQ

It was a happy day for me. I expect much from him. But its ok, I still know he loves me.

Its ok hunn... cheer up!

He sent me an unexpected message.
“You, today on the 14th. I would like to wish us a sweet 14th anniversary. We survived a long way even though there’s a misunderstanding here and there. Whatever happens, even if it’s worst then nightmare. I would like you to know one thing that I’ll never stop loving you, and there’s no such thing as I hate you or never love you. There’s NO such thing!! Muhammad Farah Aideel always loves Nur Amira Izzaty and Muhammad Tristan Alify=). Always love you b. Good night sweet dreams && love you,
Muacks…………”
He’s sweet right? Hehe. That’s my Aideel! By the way its ALYFY!!

Muhammad Tristan Alyfy! Omg how can you forget…

Today, suppose to go out, but we agreed that we are both tired and furthermore he will get his allowance tomorrow. So, celebration is tomorrow. It’s ok. What matters is we are loved by each other and that we are 14th months. and still counting.

So, tomorrow me && swity are going out... woohoo!! Can’t wait...

Yesterday,
I went shopping with family, since we seldom go out && it’s my dad’s bonus this month.
Compared me&&my siblings, I got the most things... can also compared my things to the entire family. I got to buy 2 pair of polo t-shirt (black&& pink, blue&&brown) also got to buy 2 pair of t-shirt (green&&purple).
My favorite colour && NADBUNC’s.
&&&& a particular colour, Peach! First time peach in my wardrobe.
Always trying something different.

Then I got to also buy a roller blade (light blue&&grey). Nice right? I was obsessed with roller blade&& intended to buy one till today, I got to owe one.

Okaesss... that’s all folks!

&&&&& last thing, my family bought a new car. A black ‘Honda Fit’ car.

Going out today to Swensen!

Lastly,

**HAPPY 14TH MONTHS**

Thursday, July 10, 2008.

a&&a> 9:17 PM.

Hello people,

How should I start? Where should I even begin to talk about? Which topics? Well, I think I should start to welcome to my NEW blog.

Well, I guess I should start to cough all things out from my heart now.
You see, I got a BF. A loving, understanding, forgiving, nice, caring and funny BF.
As in lame. Sooo sorry swity. Hehe.

Believe it or not he’s cute at times. He loves being pampered especially nowadays. He’s worst than any girls who needs pampered from their BFs.
Seems unbelievable? Well people out there BELIEVE IT!
He’s much worst.
Much worst.

He is Muhammad Farah Aideel Bin Amat Ali. ilovehim. (very very very much)
How should I survive without him? I’ve tried, I’ve tasted life without companion. Its babi hard ok?

Since we’ve been in a relationship for 1year and almost 2months. We know each other quite well. Everything was chaos when we misunderstood each other. I’m a choosey person and I don’t like guys who are weaker than me as in physical and more importantly MENTALLY. In a short way, I hate those who are very easily fluent by other people. People are not prefect. TRUE! But if they love their loved ones, they will ALWAYS try their best to change right? So, that’s my AIDEEL. I hope he realize that I’m talking about him. Haha. I purposely spill this out because I want him to change. Ops! Sorry. Too much secrets out.

Rest assured people, I love him you know.
Very much much.

Well, not much of today’s entry. First entry, needs to be cut short&&more to introduction.
(I guess)
Well, introduction was too much. Too much secrets. Hhahahh.

Love MG!
(a&&a)